But then I found this cat picture.
You see, I was trying to find an appropriate and relevant shot for “The Politician's Pawn” Chapter 3. Which is a lot more difficult than you might think. I probably shouldn't be surprised at the disturbing images I've come up with in my various searches on the kidnapping theme. Yet somehow, I still am.
In an effort not to traumatize myself any further than I already did, I went through the third chapter in order to select some other topic to search for, which is when I came up with evil masterminds and their cats.
That's because the blindfolded Kayla momentarily pictures her newest adversary lounging in a chair, stroking a cat: a cliche I remembered after randomly thinking about Inspector Gadget, and his nemesis Doctor Claw. Anyone who watched the show way back when will remember how we never actually saw him other than his gloved hand... and his nasty little cat.
(Da da da da da Inspector Gadget. Da da da da da doo doo.)
Believe me... You should be really happy I went with that over some of the other options. Let's just say there are some really disturbed people out there.
More disturbed than me. Don't let Kayla tell you otherwise.
3 – Identity
Issue
I
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t was the kind of confident voice
that came from a solid familiarity and subsequent love affair with power.
Though the timbre held more than a trace of frat boy in it, Kayla couldn’t
imagine he was actually in college. He sounded at least a decade and a half too
old for that. It was more like he had the mentality of a rich trust-fund kid
with too many options and a deep-seated disdain for all of them. Or maybe he
was a car salesman for a less-than respectable lot.
It wasn’t the most
comforting of first impressions. His use of the wrong name, however, sent a
rush of hope through her.
Kayla had forgotten
about the mysterious Lucy up until he spoke. It was a significant detail, yes,
but one that had completely flown her mind when she almost asphyxiated. Her lower
jaw was still trembling from fear and the cold walk across the garage, and her
teeth chattered several times while she worked up the nerve to respond.
She had no idea what
the best way was to explain that they’d gotten the wrong woman. A lengthy list
of words and corresponding combinations ran across her mind, but what came out
was simply, “I’m not Lucy.”
He – whoever he was –
emitted a laugh that didn’t suit a car salesman. It was too slimy for that. So
until she could see him or until he gave her further details, she was going to
go with former frat boy. Either that or politician.
“I suppose I have
time to play for a few minutes,” he told her. “If you’re not Lucy, then please,
enlighten me as to who you actually are. This could be rather amusing.”
The way he expressed
such heartlessness so casually shocked her to the core. She would have blinked
in sheer bewilderment if she had that capability behind the blindfold.
“Kayla Jeateski.” Her
voice shook during the simple introduction. “My name is Kayla Jeateski. I’d
show you my ID, but I wasn’t expecting to go out tonight, so I didn’t grab my
purse.”
“Didn’t grab your
purse.” He didn’t chuckle that time, but he still sounded far too entertained.
“That’s adorable. And what do you do for a living, Ms. Jeateski?”
“I’m a nurse.”
“Convenient.”
She didn’t see how
that made any sense whatsoever, but she didn’t contradict him. It seemed safer
to adopt a passive role in this newest situation until she could understand
exactly what it was.
“And what hospital do
you work at?” He pressed.
That was personal
information she didn’t really feel comfortable telling a madman. She hesitated.
“Oh come on now. I
already know your name and where you live,” he inferred correctly. “And I
imagine I could tell you where you work without you giving me so much as a
hint. Johns Hopkins, right?”
Kayla flinched in
unintentional acknowledgement.
She could sense the
man grin. She didn’t have to see him to know that was true when his smile
saturated the room like too much pretentious cologne.
“I know far more
about you than that. Should I keep going?” He didn’t wait for an answer. “You
work in the emergency room. Your father is U.S. Senator Lee Reckins. Your
mother is Suzanne Haley-Reckins, and you have a younger brother going to the
University of Delaware right now. How am I doing so far?”
Not very well, but
she didn’t say so quite that bluntly.
“I work at Hopkins,”
she acknowledged with great care, twitching her numb fingers as she spoke. “But
on the oncology floor. Not in the ER. And neither of my parents work in
government at all, much less in the Senate. Plus, I don’t have a younger
brother. I’m an only child.”
“You’re not a very
good liar.” Still smug. Still terrifying.
“I’m not lying.”
Kayla tried very hard to keep her voice even.
He sighed in such a
way that indicated he was also rolling his eyes. He seemed to have very
expressive emotions, she thought. It wasn’t something she cared for. She felt
like she would feel a lot less horribly uncomfortable if he would stop acting quite
so jovial. Much better for him to address her like she was an inanimate object
than to act like she was some silly house pet.
“Where did you go to
school?” He asked.
“The University of
Virginia.”
“What’s the closest
city?”
“Charlottesville.”
A pause. Then she
heard him tapping on something.
“The name of the
football field?”
“Scott Stadium.”
It was a test. A way
to prove she was lying. So she supposed he was looking up her answers on a
phone or a laptop or something. Lucy Reckins must have gone to a different
college.
“Name a prominent
building on campus.”
“Newcomb Hall.”
It had been years
since she’d visited her alma mater. So Kayla really hoped he didn’t ask too
many detailed questions. If he did, she might not be able to convince him that
she wasn’t the woman he wanted after all.
“Best place to eat off-campus.”
He wasn’t sounding quite so certain anymore.
“Arches.”
It wasn’t a
restaurant per se, she realized after she said it. More like an eatery, or
maybe a café since it just served frozen yogurt. But it was still a restaurant-related
place most female students visited at least once a month. Usually more. At
least, it had been back when she’d gone to school there.
Hopefully it was
still open for business.
“The star quarterback
while you were there?”
She had to dig deep
for that one, and even then she came up blank. “I don’t remember. I used to
know it, but that was years ago.”
“You remembered the
eatery.” He said it like it was some vile accusation.
Her brain raced. It
started with an M, she thought she remembered.
What
names start with M?
Mark. Mitt. Matt.
Her chin jerked up as
the lightbulb went on. “Matt! It was Matt something! Matt Schibb?”
“Matt Schaub.” He
spoke with disappointment and a growing anger.
Hopefully not at her.
Perhaps, she reconsidered, his jocularity wasn’t so bad after all.
“If I find out you’re
lying, Ms. Jeateski.” There was no need for him to finish the sentence, and he
knew it.
“I’m not,” she
assured fervently. “I swear!”
“Gentlemen.” It was almost
a purr. “What address did you pick this young lady up at?”
Picked up. As if
they’d prearranged the meeting. As if it was a date. Something civil.
The term offended her
immensely considering how very uncivil the experience had been so far.
Evans, ever the leader,
recited her address verbatim with no hesitation. And he added “Just like you
said” to the end, an obvious message that he wasn’t the one who had screwed up
if there had been a mistake made.
“That’s your place,
Kayla?” The other man turned the conversation right back to her with a suddenness
that took her by surprise. “You live there?”
If she could just see
him already, she contemplated bitterly. It felt like she was on trial. With a
blindfold. That was the way Lady Justice was supposed to be, not the accused.
And definitely not the victim.
“Yes, I live there.”
She tried to sound calm even if she was anything but inside.
“For how long?”
“Six months.”
“You need to get back
up to Baltimore. Now.”
For one fraction of a
second, Kayla thought he was speaking to her. The hope wasn’t any less strong
for its very short life, so it was downright heartbreaking when she realized that
the command was directed at her kidnappers.
Kayla wondered
whether it would be worthwhile to suggest that, while they were headed back up
north, they could release her. Her lips parted to try.
Evans cleared his
throat, the pointed sound cutting her off before she could begin. “Do you have
the right address this time?”
By itself, the
question was nothing less than logical. It didn’t have to be taken as
disrespectful, especially when presented in such a simple tone. Even so, Kayla
recognized it for the dig that it was.
The mastermind,
lounging on a chair and stroking a cat somewhere in front of her, no doubt,
didn’t answer right away. She wondered if he was glaring at Evans. Or maybe he
was glaring at her.
She shrank into
herself at just the thought, her basic instincts kicking in, telling her to
provide the smallest target possible.
“Hello, Mr. Smith,”
he spoke into the dead silence. “It’s Mr. Smith.”
Kayla hadn’t heard anyone
else come into the room, so she presumed he was making a phone call. It also
wasn’t difficult to imagine that he was using an alias, both for himself and
whoever was on the other line. Still, she stored the name in her memory anyway.
For all she knew, it could prove to be useful somehow, someway, sometime down
the road.
“It appears we have a
problem,” he went on. “That address you provided for the pickup turned out to
be erroneous. I have a product standing in front of me right now that matches
the general description but has a completely different label than the one I
ordered.”
Kayla couldn’t say
whether she found the coded message more nerve-wracking or loathsome. What she
did know without a shadow of a doubt was that she didn’t care to be deemed a “product.”
A dangerously patient
silence ensued. She could feel the tension in the room roiling off more than
just her shoulders. It felt very much like the calm before some storm she
happened to be right smack in the path of. And she’d bet a lot that whoever was
on the other side of the phone conversation could feel it too.
She hoped the person
in question paid dearly for his or her mistake.
“You told me two-twelve.”
That would be her
apartment number he was talking about.
“No, I distinctly
remember you saying it was two-twelve. I repeated it back, and you said yes,
that was it. So don’t try to tell me I’m the one who screwed things up.”
Little more than a
quick breath passed before he was speaking again, his tone growing more annoyed
and demanding. “Stop. I don’t want excuses. I want the correct address. Now.”
The last word hung in
the air for a minute. Then two. Then three. Kayla knew because she counted.
It was amazing how
long it took to count to sixty under those conditions, much less three times
that. And she was well on her way to seven minutes before she heard more than
the blood rushing in her ears.
“Thank you so much,
Mr. Smith.” The sarcasm was viciously applied. “I hope you can do your job a
little better in the future. For both of our sakes.”
It didn’t seem like
he gave his hapless helper time to answer. He certainly didn’t say anything
more to him or her. There was no formal goodbye. Just a weighted silence.
Kayla waited in sheer
misery for him to deliver the verdict. She knew her life depended on it.
“It’s apartment four-twelve,”
he explained, his tone riddled with more impatience. “Not two-twelve. And it
would seem that Lady Luck doesn’t completely hate us tonight, because the real
Lucy Reckins is in fact home.” His frat-boy auditory aura was back, though
minus the smug amusement he had started out with. “Go get her.”
“We didn’t do any
recon on four-twelve,” Evans pointed out with a whole lot of logic and little
else. “It might not be as simple as it was before.”
The man calling the
shots didn’t seem to care about such matters though. “In that case, assess the
situation and do something about it. We both know this isn’t your first
merry-go-round, so improvise.”
“And her?”
She could feel Evans’
breath on her cheek when he turned his head her way.
“What do you want us
to do with her?” He pressed.
“Kayla?” The
mastermind asked, then paused while he considered her fate.
She trembled in
agonized trepidation while waiting for her sentence.
“Take her
downstairs,” he rendered. “We’ll decide what to do with her later.”
“You could let me
go.” The words were out of her mouth before she quite recognized she was
speaking. After that, they just kept coming, tumbling off her tongue in the
same haphazard manner. “I won’t say anything to anyone. What can I say? I don’t
know anything that can lead the police to you or your location. I have no idea
who you are or where this place is or what’s going on.”
Nobody said a word.
She couldn’t so much as hear any of them breathe.
“Please?” She tried
again, growing more frustrated with her inability to see any of their
expressions even if that might be her saving grace. Then again, she knew she
would have pleaded regardless of whether or not they appeared inclined toward
the only decent choice available. “I promise. I swear you won’t regret it if
you just let me go. Just please. Please let me go.”
In Kayla’s opinion,
she sounded utterly pitiable and shamelessly pitiful. Her desperation, her
terror and her hope that the nightmare might still end in her favor all
combined into a sound that should have swayed any normal human being.
It was a serious
shame none were around.
The frat boy spoke
again, but not to her. What he said was about her. The product.
“I said to take her
downstairs.”
Perhaps that should
have sent her into another fit of hysterics, screaming and struggling to get
away on her own. Maybe the tears should have started to flow and she should
have begun hyperventilating all over again. But she had already done all of that.
She had done it, and it had been exhausting with no worthwhile results.
So she just couldn’t
muster up the ability to try yet again.
The way her shoulders
drooped and her chin fell in absolute defeat should have been sign enough that
she wasn’t going to struggle. But apparently Evans wasn’t taking chances. When
he took her arm again, it wasn’t just to guide her along. The pressure he
exerted was far too purposeful for that.
It wasn’t a grip
meant to hurt, only to let her know that he could hurt her if she gave him
reason to.
“Come on,” he said.
And so she did, her
heart breaking with every step.
Walking down the
subsequent flight of stairs, Kayla wondered if she should just trip and get it
over with. She’d never thought herself suicidal before. She loved life too much
for that, even when it got unpleasant.
Cliché as it sounded
and cliché as it felt sometimes, she genuinely believed that life was something
to take seriously, from start to finish. Everything sordid and ridiculous and
unexpected that happened in between – all the less-than-pleasant details – served
as reminders of how much the better times should be appreciated. Or they could
be used as tools to learn and grow. She couldn’t help believing that when she
had to work with death so very often.
But descending into
what could be the depths of hell for all she knew, Kayla couldn’t find too much
to be hopeful about. In her utter despair, she had to wonder whether there
would be any better times ahead for her. What if the dark inside the blindfold
would be her last memory on earth? Or worse, what if it wasn’t? What if there
were still hours and hours or days and days of horror ahead before they finally
finished her off?
All of the
possibilities she’d considered too many times already swarmed over her yet
again. This time, they were so fierce that she lost her footing, and not on
purpose. Only Evans’ grip kept her from tumbling further.
A sharp searing pang
ran up her shoulder, and she cried out in pain and surprise. She’d never had a
joint dislocated before, but for a split second, she thought she had wrenched
the humeral head out of its place altogether.
Yet the red-hot agony
faded, and she could feel both feet planted on the step again, giving her the
chance to assess her condition. Her arm wasn’t drooping and the pain was receding
to a severe ache: two signs that it was going to be fine. So too was the fact
that she could take the next step downward without wanting to scream, faint or
vomit.
Kayla rolled her
shoulder as gently as possible so as not to alarm her captor. Just a little
shrug to confirm it was still working the way it was supposed to. The resulting
discomfort convinced her she’d done nothing worse than sprain a muscle or
ligament.
“Stay there,” Evans
told her.
She stayed, certain
there had to be more steps ahead if they were going down to an actual basement
and not some creepy cellar. It didn’t feel cold enough to be the latter; the
temperature seemed relatively similar to wherever else she’d been in the house.
Besides, the staircase was carpeted. Nobody bothered to add such plush lining
to rooms or other areas intended for mere storage.
All the same, it was disturbing
to think that maybe there was something worse than unexpected waiting in front
of her.
Evans let go of her
arm to take the next step. “Don’t fight. I won’t drop you.”
It was the only
warning he gave before he bent down, put his shoulder to her waist, one hand
around her legs and the other at the small of her back. In one fluid movement,
her feet were touching nothing but air.
For a long list of
reasons, Kayla shrieked. The high-pitched scream filled her ears and apparently
reached the rest of the house. Footsteps hurried up above, and the ringleader’s
tenor rang out in place of her squeal when she went to take a breath.
“What the hell are
you doing to her?” He sounded much more irritated at being bothered than
concerned for anyone’s well-being.
“She tripped,” Evans
explained. “I thought it’d be safer to carry her down.”
“Brilliant idea. Did
you have to make it sound like you were electrocuting her in the process?”
“Sorry.” His tone
said otherwise.
“And you, Kayla. Try
to refrain from making such grating noises in the future. Or else you may find
you have something to really yell about. Understand?”
“Yes,” she whispered
into her captor’s back.
Chances were that he
couldn’t hear her, though that didn’t seem to matter to him just as long as she
wasn’t offending his ear drums anymore. She could hear him walking away before
Evans started forward again.
Kayla cringed the
whole way down until she felt the finality of the last stair. Even then, she couldn’t
relax any of her muscles.
He put her down right
away, for which she was very grateful, and circled one hand around her bicep
again.
“Come on.”
His commands were
getting almost as monotonous as her compliance, she realized in weary
acceptance. And she thought it again when he told her to raise her wrists. Her
arms broke out into a million tiny pin pricks at the movement, but she held
them there until the duct tape came completely off.
As soon as they were
free, she began rubbing at them. It was amazing the movements she was learning
not to take for granted.
“You can take the
blindfold off as soon as you hear the door click behind you. Not a second
before that,” Evans informed her.
Kayla continued
moving her arms, trying to get full feeling back into them. “I won’t.”
He started walking
away, and she listened hard for him to leave her alone altogether.
Waiting for her cue,
it was nerve-wracking to think she might jump the gun, mistaking some other
noise for a door shutting. The possibility crossed her mind that she’d be
punished for looking around regardless: that she was being tested once again.
So in the short space of time it took for the latch to tick into place, Kayla wasn’t
sure if she would remove the blindfold right away.
She told herself that
she’d count to sixty just to be on the safe side.
But the instant she
heard the telling click, something snapped inside her. Reaching up to her face,
she didn’t bother to untie the cloth. Instead, she used her fingers as claws to
tear it up and over her head.
She threw the piece
of fabric onto the floor like it was a poisonous snake. It was just a simple symbol
of her captivity, she knew; nothing substantial. Yet she wanted it as far away
from her as possible, going so far as to kick it across the room for good
measure.
Trembling from head
to toe from the non-incident, Kayla backed away from the discarded bandanna
until her body hit the opposite wall. She let gravity take over from there,
sliding down slowly like she was in a daze, though without the benefit of
emotional detachment. Once she was sitting, she brought her knees up to her
chest and held herself tightly.
With a deep,
shuddering sigh, she finally let herself take real notice of her surroundings,
which weren’t anything like she had anticipated. Knowing there was carpet under
her feet, she hadn’t exactly expected to find herself in a dungeon. Maybe just
a fancy closet. Or an empty room. The best she’d been hoping for was a cot, so
what she saw instead was unexpected, to say the least.
It was a sizable
bedroom, perhaps fifteen feet across and fifteen feet wide, with a ceiling that
stretched well above her height of five-feet, five inches. All in all, the
place was a lavish little prison, and not because of its size alone.
Two yards to her left
was a large bed with four uncovered pillows, along with a brand-new sheet and
comforter set lying on top of it. She knew the linens were brand new because
they were still pressed to perfection inside individual zipped-up plastic
sheaths.
From her position on
the floor, Kayla could tell the comforter was a plain purple. A purple
comforter and a brown four-post bed. Blue carpeting beneath her, a well-stocked
wooden bookshelf on the other side of the room, and a neat stack of magazines
placed on the floor next to it.
No TV, but there was
a bathroom. Not a pot in a corner like people read about in so many kidnapping
stories, whether fictional or otherwise. Not even a toilet crudely installed in
a corner. A real bathroom. The door was open, so she could make out the tiniest
tip of a mirror on the wall and the top portion of a shower. As for the rest of
it, Kayla didn’t get up to investigate. She didn’t want to move other than to
rub her hands back and forth along her arms, from her elbows to her shoulders,
over and over again.
Just like she was a
crazy person.
Kayla didn’t feel
crazy per se. She still felt entirely like herself, actually. Even her
immediate reaction to assess the damage done on her shoulder before had
indicated that she was, in fact, still in her right mind. The pain of having
her arm wrenched like that hadn’t been normal. It wasn’t something she dealt
with as a general rule. But the way her brain began analyzing the problem without
hesitation, running through textbook pictures and descriptions and solutions?
Well, that all showed
she was still mentally intact. Which was nice to know to some degree. Problem
was, she was in her right mind but in a situation so unfamiliar that no
textbook in the world could save her.
No.
Not unfamiliar. Insane. It’s downright insane.
And how in the world
did a sensible person handle circumstances that didn’t make the least bit of
sense?
If she was any
indication, they did so by sitting on the floor and patting themselves.
Another ten deep
breaths later, she wasn’t quite ready to get up and explore her surroundings, but
she was willing to take a second look around the room. It was a little step
that felt very nearly too big to handle.
The bed, the
bookshelf, the door into the bathroom. Or maybe there wasn’t a door? Just a
doorway?
She craned to see
better, which turned out to be a useless move. All she got for her efforts was
a crick in her neck that she had to massage out with her fingers. It forced her
to acknowledge that, if she was going to answer her question, she was going to
have to actually walk over and check it out.
And she would. Soon
enough. But for the moment, she just let her gaze travel up the white walls to
the white ceiling. Where there happened to be cameras. Three of them in all.
The sight inspired an
uncomfortable flashback to a gory massacre movie she’d seen years ago. The
horror genre wasn’t her normal go-to when it came to either viewing or reading
pleasures, but she had still watched one or two such flicks over the years.
Usually that happened when she was too curious for her own good, or because she
let friends talk her into seeing stuff she had no desire to see.
They’d been stupid
decisions at the time, as they had led to more than one nightmare since. But
they seemed doubly stupid now that she might be in a comparable situation.
How, she wondered,
could anyone find this kind of situation entertaining? How could she have
treated it like that to any degree?
The thought of
watching some poor, albeit fictional, character suffer under the onslaught of
psychological and physical horrors for the space of two hours now seemed like
downright cretinism. Pointless savagery. Like the Romans and their gladiator
games.
For the umpteenth
time that night, she shuddered. Past decisions and previous assumptions and the
kind of arrogant naivety she’d enjoyed so much all leaned in close to slap her
soundly. She felt sick about it all, as if by doing what she had done and
thinking the way she had thought, it somehow justified what she now had to
face.
She knew the feelings
weren’t logical or helpful. It was just that understanding where to place the
blame didn’t do her a single ounce of good. She still felt nauseated, disgusted
with herself and frightened of what repercussions were still lying in wait for
her.
Kayla wanted to bury
her face into her arms, but she refrained. Knowing that someone could be
watching proved to be a blatant deterrent to showing that kind of weakness. Nonetheless,
her imagination went wild envisioning a shadowy figure sitting in a small,
well-equipped booth of a room. Surrounded by electronics and monitors, he was
watching her every move. Just calmly, quietly counting down the seconds until…
Until what exactly,
she had no clue. But she didn’t want to stick around to find out.
It was the motivation
she needed to force herself into action, giving her the will to slide her legs around,
press her hands against the soft carpet beneath her, and leverage her body until
she was standing up. The simple series of movements made her head whirl
something fierce, and she had to close her eyes for several seconds to lessen
the effect. Hand against the wall to steady herself, Kayla waited for the dizziness
to subside before she contemplated doing anything else.
The cameras were
fitted too snugly into the corners of the room for her to reach them, and there
wasn’t one over the bed.
Perhaps she could
move the bed around to use as a stepstool, though she had no idea what that
might accomplish. Even if she did manage to disable or destroy the cameras,
then what? It would doubtlessly annoy and maybe infuriate her captors,
prompting them to retaliate in some way she would appreciate less than her
current predicament.
She supposed the best
move would be to acclimate to the notion of being watched for the entirety of
her stay there.
The notion grated on
her nerves.
Kayla moved into the
center of the room, turning in very slow motion to view everything she could,
which wasn’t much. There were no cracks or vents in the walls that could
indicate potential escape routes. Nor were there any pointed objects she could
use as a weapon. Unless there was some miracle item in the bathroom, she’d been
left with nothing but the items she had already observed.
It was foolish. She
knew it was foolish. But she still tried the unremarkable wooden door she must
have come through in the first place.
First, she turned the
knob back and forth. When it barely budged in either direction, her panic
levels rose enough to overshadow the sensible voice in her head saying “I told
you so.” In a fit of desperation, she disregarded the cameras and tried pulling
at the door, shaking it as hard as she could.
Her results fell far,
far short. Whatever locks they were using to bar her inside were good. She
should recommend them to the managers of her apartment complex.
If she ever got back,
that was.
In order to pull
herself together – to keep from fighting the door yet again – she pictured the
rectangle shape of her apartment building. There was the thick glass of the
front door set in the center, with three windows branching out around it on
either side: her bathroom and two bedroom windows on the left, her neighbor’s
set on the right. Another matching row for the second floor.
All but ignoring the
staircase directly on her left, she imagined her way inside, down the short
hallway and past the four makeshift mailboxes. There was nothing remarkable
about the layout. It was overall boring, designed for functionality and budget,
not luxury. Yet she would give up a lot to see all those details again.
There was no reason
to believe anyone had reported her abduction to the cops. But she still found
herself envisioning her entranceway slashed with yellow tape.
CRIME SCENE – DO NOT
CROSS.
The big black letters
would stand out especially in her safe little complex in what was supposed to
be such a safe little neighborhood. Like out of some weekly TV drama.
Which brought her
mind right back to Hollywood.
Kayla returned her
attention to the two cameras at the front of the room. Since they offered her
nothing back beyond empty-eyed stares, she headed for the bathroom next. Which
most definitely didn’t have a door.
She didn’t like that
at all.
Whoever had prepared
the room for Lucy Reckins had been considerate enough to leave a stack of black
towels and matching washcloths lying on top of the closed toilet seat. Along
the rim of the bathtub, there was a bottle of shampoo, another of conditioner
and a third of body wash, all of decent quality if their labels were any
indication. And on the sink, they hadn’t neglected to provide a toothbrush and
toothpaste.
Apparently, her
abductors wanted Lucy to remain comfortable during her stay. At the same time,
they weren’t willing to take any chances. Hence the door-less frame.
Other than that fact,
the bathroom looked just like a million other bathrooms, fit for maybe two users
at a time. A bathtub stretched across one wall, and the sink was set over a
small wooden cabinet. The latter didn’t contain anything more than a pack of
pads, a tissue box and a few extra rolls of toilet paper. Both were useful
items, but not for her immediate purpose, which was to get out of there quickly
and safely without any further contact with the kidnappers.
She turned her head
to look out the bathroom into the bedroom, eyeing the one camera distrustfully.
As if she could make an escape anyway with someone watching her every second.
Thinking about it, a
glimmer of hope winked into existence inside her troubled head. What if nobody
was monitoring the cameras? It had to get pretty boring watching someone pace
around in a confined space for hours on end. What person in their right mind
would volunteer for that pointless position? And if nobody would willingly take
up such a lousy responsibility, who was to say the cameras were hooked up at
all? For all she knew, they were mere decoys.
The glimmer grew to a
glow as her brain hashed out the possibilities and probabilities. It only took
a few more seconds before she finished her exploration of the bathroom. But by
the time she stepped out, the hope had developed into a definite flame.
That flash of optimism
was permanently doused as soon as she noticed the winking red lights on the
devices, indicating that the cameras were both on and running. How she had
missed them before was beyond her.
How she had convinced
herself the contraptions weren’t real threats was equally unfathomable.
Kayla tried to
comfort herself with the knowledge that, even if they hadn’t been on, her
escape options were severely limited anyway, if not entirely non-existent. There
were no windows and no tiled ceiling she could pretend she might move aside in
order to climb up and crawl through. So there was little sense in being
disappointed when there hadn’t been much of anything to get excited about to
begin with.
She sighed in
disappointment and frustration and so many other negative factors anyway.
Completely
mistrusting the bed, afraid of what it might foreshadow, Kayla again opted for
the floor. Sitting down cross-legged, she stared at the door.
A large part of her
wanted to get up and jiggle the handle again, twisting and pulling it until it
finally gave way and let her out. But she knew it wouldn’t work. Her captors
were too careful for that. So her efforts would only leave her that much more
aware of how she wasn’t leaving the room until someone gave her permission to
do so.
Dependent. She was
utterly dependent, something she had tried so very hard not to be for so very
long. Partially that was because she liked the personal pride associated with
taking care of herself. But there was a lot more to it than that, and she knew
it.
It stemmed from her
mother’s constant reliance on others. Particularly men.
Ever since her father
had walked out on them when she was twelve years old, Kayla’s mother had held a
long string of relationships. Without exception, they were always with wealthy
and accomplished men who appreciated her striking good looks and little else.
Some of them hadn’t
lasted very long. Others had stuck it out for years. Her current husband –
husband number three with his mansion in Bel Air, Maryland, and his summer home
just outside of Delray, Florida – was supposedly a keeper. Kayla couldn’t be
nearly so sure of that when she knew he had affairs behind her mother’s back
all the time.
She’d seen the way he
looked at the various women who made their way onto the property, from dinner
guests to the maid who came by once a week. He usually managed to make his
wandering eye come across as charming and even a bit sheepish. It was all part
of his act.
Her mother should know
better. And she doubtlessly did. But she weighed fidelity against the expenses
of her gym memberships and Botox treatments and beauty packages that kept her
looking young and desirable.
It was such a
ridiculous paradox considering how she valued those things because she was
afraid of another man discarding her.
Kayla didn’t want to
be so subordinate. Ever. She couldn’t count the number of times she had vowed
to take care of herself. Now it seemed as if she had little choice but to play
exclusively by someone else’s rule book.
What would her mother
do in such a situation?
She hated to
contemplate the possibilities.
Yet despite her
aversion to her mom’s life choices, Kayla couldn’t come up with anyone else she
wanted to see more right then. She’d been off on her own for so long, pointedly
and repeatedly refusing financial help ever since she graduated from college.
And her independent streak reached far further back in other matters. But none
of that mattered right then when all she wanted was a mother’s arm around her
waist and the same shoulder to lean on.
The very idea was
ridiculous when her mother had never been that kind of a person to begin with.
Cory or Rachel would be much better at doling out maternal comfort. There was
no contest there.
Kayla closed her eyes
and leaned her head back against the wall.
She wasn’t allowed to
stay that way for long though. In the silent room, it was nearly impossible not
to hear the click of the lock turning and the broken suction of the door
pushing open. Yet that didn’t mean she had time to stand up before someone was
stepping into the room.
Someone who most definitely was not her mother.
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